I think I am on my way. I have found blance in who i am. What i believe to be the weaker half of me is really what keeps me going. She is beautiful and awsome. I trully see her and I am in love with her. I thought all this time she was supporting me and here i come to find that its i have not been pulling our weight. We are only complete when we are together.

I Love you,

Me

I am lost again I hope I find the path again.

So I am sure I dont like women. But men are so hard to understand. I have to be two people with ever man that I date. I am that super sweet girl that takes care of her man and that nasty little girl that you would never take home to mom. I love role play and I am good at it. But it takes a lost out of me.

I have an old friend that I have started kissing and peting he is very down to earth and funny. I have to be with a funny guy. If he cant make me laugh he is dead in the water no matter how cute he is. I cant wait to see him again so that we can kiss. I dont know if I am ready for sex or if we would even take it there. He holds opne doors and holds my hand.

I want to do my next relationship right so I am trying to take my time and do what is best for me. I would love to have sex whit him I think it would be so awsome and I need some. well I have my dreams.

until later kisses,

I am trying to find me so I will vent a lot here.

I think I am a lesbean out side of the fact that I like the meat stick.

I have been in love two times I want to find someone that will help me find my happy. This Time around It will be all about me. I hope!